Contentedness

Do you ever get a feeling of such contentedness that you don't want to do anything for fear of losing that feeling? I have that right now. I like it. The trouble is soon I'm going to have to come back to the real world and that is going to suck. For the moment I can just be and enjoy this feeling because I haven't been happy like this since I can't remember when, I want to say beginning of college maybe. I wish I could live in the moment forever, I know people wish that all the time and people chase that feeling too but that's not me. The more I chase this feeling the farther (further?) it seems. Soon I'm going to have to pick something to do and I know that won't help this feeling. I'll just go back to being regular Ellie. I could try to just sit forever and enjoy this but in a few minutes I would get bored and again I would get lost. This is really nice I feel like I have a purpose and that everything will work out, I know it won't and sitting around isn't going to help matters but I feel like if I sit things will be okay for just another minute longer. I know I sound high or something but I swear I don't do drugs and I haven't been drinking it's just a random alignment of the universe and I love it.